loneliness

i am writing this poem for the one i loved
but my beloved has another one on her arms
that made me break down and made me think twice
to try to court her or not
but my heart says me to pursue,
making it harder to do
so i try to stop but it wont stop
but until then i will try to conceal the pain
to let them have there happy life of there own
leaving me grieving here alone...